Sunshine Daydreams
Monday, June 30, 2014
Hypocrisy
I wanted a baby.
It took a very long time for me to take this dream of mine and give it over.
I fought for it.
I try to rally my friends, family, fellow women behind me to get something across to the powers that be,
you know,
Government,
employers,
insurance,
to cover at least in part, some of the medical cost of infertility.
My efforts were in vain.
As a woman, the desire to have a baby but the inability to do so is not part of 'The Womens Health Rights' that so many FemiNazis are clamouring over.
However the right to chemicals and procedures to prevent, even end pregnancy IS.
This^ is Hypocrisy.
While the masses raise their pitchforks over The Supreme Courts ruling today that a corporation DOES have the right to limit the medicines and services they cover for their employees, I have yarn to buy.
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
National BBQ Day... or why I don't celebrate Memorial Day
Memorial Day. Crap. I can't do it.
I love our Military. I come from a long line of Soldiers, Sailors & Airmen. I wanted to be a Marine. My daughter is in love with a Sailor. My HusBeast is retired Army Reserve. I knit & bake goodies to send to our deployed Service Members. I bought 2 cases of Thin Mints to send to Afghanistan.
I saw a lot of memes over the weekend about how Memorial Day is to celebrate our Military, NOT 'National BBQ Day'.
But thats what I did on Memorial Day. I BBQ'd.
I also went camping, which is a fine American tradition, it heralds in the beginning of summer.... but somehow, embracing this tradition 'demeans' those in Uniform.....
Memorial Day. Crap. I can't do it.
Because while our Nation remembers, praises those that have served...
Memorial Day. Crap. I can't do it.
.....Memorial Day punches me in the chest and rips out my heart.
My Dad, a retired Vietnam Vet, died on Memorial Day.
So while you may badger me over my camping & grilling, belittle me that I did not take the holiday seriously, let me tell you that my actions DID indeed honour all of our People in Uniform, because it honoured my Dad.
Daddy loved to have bbq's. Loved long weekends when he was not on duty.
Entertaining his peers, building a camaraderie, a brotherhood. The old oil drum grill with ribs dripping fat over hot coals. Watermelon. Iced tea. I loved those summer weekends.
So CHEERS! Daddy. I miss you.
I went camping, I caught fishes, I made ribs & tater salad.
And I poured one out for you.
I love our Military. I come from a long line of Soldiers, Sailors & Airmen. I wanted to be a Marine. My daughter is in love with a Sailor. My HusBeast is retired Army Reserve. I knit & bake goodies to send to our deployed Service Members. I bought 2 cases of Thin Mints to send to Afghanistan.
I saw a lot of memes over the weekend about how Memorial Day is to celebrate our Military, NOT 'National BBQ Day'.
But thats what I did on Memorial Day. I BBQ'd.
I also went camping, which is a fine American tradition, it heralds in the beginning of summer.... but somehow, embracing this tradition 'demeans' those in Uniform.....
Memorial Day. Crap. I can't do it.
Because while our Nation remembers, praises those that have served...
Memorial Day. Crap. I can't do it.
.....Memorial Day punches me in the chest and rips out my heart.
My Dad, a retired Vietnam Vet, died on Memorial Day.
So while you may badger me over my camping & grilling, belittle me that I did not take the holiday seriously, let me tell you that my actions DID indeed honour all of our People in Uniform, because it honoured my Dad.
Daddy loved to have bbq's. Loved long weekends when he was not on duty.
Entertaining his peers, building a camaraderie, a brotherhood. The old oil drum grill with ribs dripping fat over hot coals. Watermelon. Iced tea. I loved those summer weekends.
So CHEERS! Daddy. I miss you.
I went camping, I caught fishes, I made ribs & tater salad.
And I poured one out for you.
RIP Ssgt Lee W. Carter, USAF, Ret
Grandy Lake, Skagit County WA
The Capt, fishing
SO DURN GREEN!
This tree. I love this tree.
Bass. Epic Fishie
We threw him back :)
RAIN! AUGH! But it's Washington... c'est la vie
Cleanin trout. Nom nom nom FRESH FISHIES!
HusBeast named the boat for me. This boat is our Gully Dwarf.
The BigBoat is coming...hmmm what to name it.....?
Pink & Black Calla Lillies
I won't lie, seeing these at the end of our trip did me in
I don't celebrate Memorial Day, & I hope you will forgive me.
For me, it is still a day of sorrow
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Thursday, September 06, 2012
The Saga of the Broken Foot.... or another blog about gluten
Ok, ok I know EVERYONE is talking about gluten. Gluten sensitivities. Gluten allergy. Ceiliacs.
I hear a lot of things from different people on the web, but also in my physical life. I've had people actively interested in learning about how having celiac affects me to being called 'trendy' & trying to get attention. While gluten free is the cool new buzzword of the day, you really have to understand what it is, what it does & how it can negatively impact an individuals health.
I'm not going to get overly technical. We will just leave that to the Sciencey type folks. There are plenty of resources available if you wish to pursue a greater scientific understanding of all this.
WHAT IS GLUTEN:
Gluten is yummy! It is a protein found in many grass grains such as wheat, barley & rye
WHAT DOES GLUTEN DO:
It's the stuff that make baked foods squishy soft in your mouth. Think Wonder Bread. That product is full of gluten. It's also in pre-pack spice mixes like gravy or chili as a thickening agent. Pasta. Pizza dough. Some distilled spirits, and beer. There is gluten in beer. *sigh*
HOW DOES IT AFFECT ONES HEALTH:
Well, if you are the average Jane healthy person, it does nothing negative to you. On the other hand, if you have an allergy, intolerance or full blown Ceiliac Disease, it can range from mildly symptomatic to lethal.
(wait, did she just say 'lethal'?)
Yes, having Celiac Disease almost killed me. And it all started with a broken foot.
I got up one night in August to go to the bathroom. Went to set my left foot on the floor getting out of bed, and I felt like I had no foot. I didn't feel anything. My foot wasn't asleep. No pins & needles feeling. No swelling. Absolutely no sensation of anything there. And I fell. It took me about 15 minutes on the floor, massaging my leg & foot to get any feeling at all (and to reassure myself that Aliens had NOT taken my leg in my sleep). When I tried to stand, my left side wouldn't support me. I hobbled to the bathroom and back to bed. I figured at that moment I had pinched a nerve somewhere and it would resolve itself by morning.
4:30 am. Alarm. Time to get up. Work. YAY!
PAIN. So much PAIN. Radiating from my middle toe up into my abdomen. My second and third toe were twisted and an alarming shade of red. Great, I broke my toe. Not the first time. I know from previous excursions to the doctors for just such an injury that I am going to be charged an insane amount of money to be told that there is nothing they can really do for me. So I taped my toes together, grabbed some ibuprofen and went to work. I was required to wear steel toe boots at work, and having ridiculously small feet, my boots were a half size too big for me. My toes continued to swell, but with all the wiggle room I had, I didn't notice. The pain was vomitous. Three days later it was finally too much. I went in. I won't lie. I wanted drugs. I could feel bones grating against each other. After the x ray my Doc comes in with a huge smile. For a moment I was relieved. It's just a sprain. A bad sprain, right?
'Good news is, you didn't break your toe.'
'YAY!'
'You broke your foot.'
And because I had waited so long to seek medical attention, the broken edges had been grinding against each other, crumbling. A bit young for osteoporosis, so Doc sent me in for bloodwork. And a few days later when those results came back wonky, more bloodwork. A few days after that he gave me a call with a referral to gastro
'Sarah, you're starving to death.'
Mind you, I'm overweight by about 40 pounds. I eat all the time. I love cooking. I love food. Yeah, I am a bit round, but I like me. My cholesterol, blood pressure & A1C are always excellent. I'm active. My job was physically demanding. I love camping, hiking, fishing. I have an amazing Boxer who likes to run & wrestle... so carrying the extra weight never bothered me.
How can I be starving if I'm fat?
I hear a lot of things from different people on the web, but also in my physical life. I've had people actively interested in learning about how having celiac affects me to being called 'trendy' & trying to get attention. While gluten free is the cool new buzzword of the day, you really have to understand what it is, what it does & how it can negatively impact an individuals health.
I'm not going to get overly technical. We will just leave that to the Sciencey type folks. There are plenty of resources available if you wish to pursue a greater scientific understanding of all this.
WHAT IS GLUTEN:
Gluten is yummy! It is a protein found in many grass grains such as wheat, barley & rye
WHAT DOES GLUTEN DO:
It's the stuff that make baked foods squishy soft in your mouth. Think Wonder Bread. That product is full of gluten. It's also in pre-pack spice mixes like gravy or chili as a thickening agent. Pasta. Pizza dough. Some distilled spirits, and beer. There is gluten in beer. *sigh*
HOW DOES IT AFFECT ONES HEALTH:
Well, if you are the average Jane healthy person, it does nothing negative to you. On the other hand, if you have an allergy, intolerance or full blown Ceiliac Disease, it can range from mildly symptomatic to lethal.
(wait, did she just say 'lethal'?)
Yes, having Celiac Disease almost killed me. And it all started with a broken foot.
I got up one night in August to go to the bathroom. Went to set my left foot on the floor getting out of bed, and I felt like I had no foot. I didn't feel anything. My foot wasn't asleep. No pins & needles feeling. No swelling. Absolutely no sensation of anything there. And I fell. It took me about 15 minutes on the floor, massaging my leg & foot to get any feeling at all (and to reassure myself that Aliens had NOT taken my leg in my sleep). When I tried to stand, my left side wouldn't support me. I hobbled to the bathroom and back to bed. I figured at that moment I had pinched a nerve somewhere and it would resolve itself by morning.
4:30 am. Alarm. Time to get up. Work. YAY!
PAIN. So much PAIN. Radiating from my middle toe up into my abdomen. My second and third toe were twisted and an alarming shade of red. Great, I broke my toe. Not the first time. I know from previous excursions to the doctors for just such an injury that I am going to be charged an insane amount of money to be told that there is nothing they can really do for me. So I taped my toes together, grabbed some ibuprofen and went to work. I was required to wear steel toe boots at work, and having ridiculously small feet, my boots were a half size too big for me. My toes continued to swell, but with all the wiggle room I had, I didn't notice. The pain was vomitous. Three days later it was finally too much. I went in. I won't lie. I wanted drugs. I could feel bones grating against each other. After the x ray my Doc comes in with a huge smile. For a moment I was relieved. It's just a sprain. A bad sprain, right?
'Good news is, you didn't break your toe.'
'YAY!'
'You broke your foot.'
And because I had waited so long to seek medical attention, the broken edges had been grinding against each other, crumbling. A bit young for osteoporosis, so Doc sent me in for bloodwork. And a few days later when those results came back wonky, more bloodwork. A few days after that he gave me a call with a referral to gastro
'Sarah, you're starving to death.'
Mind you, I'm overweight by about 40 pounds. I eat all the time. I love cooking. I love food. Yeah, I am a bit round, but I like me. My cholesterol, blood pressure & A1C are always excellent. I'm active. My job was physically demanding. I love camping, hiking, fishing. I have an amazing Boxer who likes to run & wrestle... so carrying the extra weight never bothered me.
How can I be starving if I'm fat?
Location:
Sultan, WA, USA
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